Reasons... Jiwa Kacau Version 1.0

Why I... Like Thee..

For the truth that you said..
For being who you are..
For the love you have for your family..
For being a reasonable person..
For showing me the real you..
For not hiding anything.. when you know it might matter in a way..
For the trust you've given me.. although I am still a stranger..
For losing my composure everytime I hear your voice..

Why Shouldn't I Feel This Way?

It is just too soon..
More about you I need to know..
More time need to be spent with you..
I still don't know what are your likes and dislikes..
I am just afraid, this might just be an infatuation..

But.. on top of all that..

Why do I keep on thinking about you?
Why don't I feel like to get to know others?

I wish I know.. that you do not feel the same way as I do...
So I can just tell my heart and mind to stop doing this to myself..

But I am afraid.. that if I do confess..

I am not only gonna feel rejected..
But I will also lose a friend..

OR

I will only just giving you hope..
And there's no difference..
Before or After..
So.. why should I?

This distance is Killing Me..
This unknown territory is Eating Me Inside..

I want to know... But I am not so sure whether I really want to?
Oh God! Please show me your Guidance!?