As the saying goes......

Salaam..

Mana2 aku pegi bloghopping ari ni, sume dok citer pasal nak berenti berblog, termasuk lah aku. Actually, tak byk blog pun aku masuk. Sbb tu aku buat summary 'sume' tu. He he!

Aku tak tau apa reasons org lain, but as for me, ntah kenapa, tetiba jek aku rasa cam aku dah takde idea nak menaip dlm blog ni. Coincidentally, perasaan tu datang lepas aku pindah ke Brunei ni. Maybe aku bz kot skrg compare ngan masa aku kat KL. Adakah masa aku kat KL dulu kepala aku bengong tahap cipan sampai aku mengharapkan blog untuk mendengar rintihan hati aku? Maybe laa.. tp tak bermakna berblogging tu tak best. Aku suka berblogging.. bak kata Mike, cam buat diari la plak. And sampai ada yang komen ttg mende2 remeh yg aku dok citer dlm blog ni. Well, can understand that. Tp tu laa.. aku dah takde citer lain, so terpaksa la citer pasal diri sendiri jek. Lagikpun, drpd citer pasal org lain, better citer pasal diri sendiri kan?

Pasal isu Relationship Dilemma.. meh aku summarizekan. Dalam relationship ni, you can be Penunggu Yang Setia, atau Harakiri Kamikaze!! It's your choice. There's no right, no wrong. Apa2 jek pilihan hati korang, you know why you chose it. Worst thing is to do things coz desakan kengkawan or org lain. Mmg bagus utk dapatkan nasihat dari org lain, tp kalau diri sendiri tak ready lagik, then, no point. Instead of making things better, you will be making things worse.

Tapi what you got to lose? I will opt for Harakiri Kamikaze. Go for it. Kalau si dia tu tanak.. cari yang lain. Mudah? Bukan mudah. Life goes on. Cinta mmg ekslusif. Tapi kalau menunggu pada yang tak sudi, tak guna gak. I tell you what. Reserve cinta tu for your married spouse later. For time being, gunakan cinta yang temporary. Well, kira anggap cinta tu cam tiket to win a heart. Sounds bad? Not really. That's how the game is played. So, kena ikut rentak tarian la.

Most importantly, kalau dalam hati tu dok tergila2 ngan seseorang, pikir balik kenapa dok tergila2? Worth it ke kalau menunggu? If you think time is not your enemy, then go for it. Tunggu lah sampai bila2. TAPI kalau rasa cam the clock is ticking and winding down on you, better do something. Tak guna menunggu kalau tak tau lagik penghujung cerita dia camne.

In short... jangan mengcomplicatedkan perasaan sendiri. If it takes you ages to figure out kenapa menunggu pada si dia, then forget bout it. Relationship should be fun, bukan penyeksaan. Penantian tu penyeksaan. Oh well... kalau rasa nak tunggu gak, tp tak dapat jawapan gik... gi le keluar ngan kawan yang lain gak. Maybe the grass is greener.........

Aku? Hmmm.. camne nak ckp? Timing tak pernah betul. Ada2 jek yang menghalang. Time is not my enemy. Guess, time tu saja menghalang sbb tanak aku buat silap. It will show me the way when the time is right. Kan kan?!

If you love someone.. leave them. If it is meant to be, they'll be running back at you. Aku amalkan ni... and everytime aku buat camtu... mesti ada yang datang balik... hehehehehe... am I in love? Hmmm.. ntah... aku masih lagik mencari jawapan to the term love. Sampai ari ni aku tak jumpa. Sayang?! Maybe.....

I'm back playing golf now. Suck big time masa my first game after almost 4 yrs of break. Esok nak main lagik. Well... it comes with the job, so what can I do? Things have been wonderful here in Brunei, job wise. Life wise? Alhamdulillaah lah. Guess, this is a much better life than before.

I'll be going to KL on the 30th December, and balik on the 4th Jan. Some ppl I need to meet, and some things need to be done. And some issues need to be settled. And tak dilupakan, some event need to be attended. Countdown? Cerah harapan akan diadakan di DJC, unless kalau ada sesapa yang willing nak bawak aku tgk wayang selama 2 tawon! huhuhu..!

Have a great weekend! And get ready for two long weekends ahead of you!!